Someday i had the thougth that the existence of trans people implies that there must be a emotion/feeling or way of knowing your own gender.

I’ve seen multiple of trans people say things along the lines of “I decided I was a girl a few years after starting HRT and everyone was already calling me one.” Guess they could just be agender specifically.

Anyways, I also find the whole topic of gender confusing, so can’t help you too much with figuring out the answer to that (I’ve been in these communities for a the last few years (after my egg cracked) and frequently interacted with the community for a couple years before that.

Ultimately, I don’t think it really matters what a gender is though to determine what steps you can take to be happier regardless of your gender (or lack thereof). I certainly heard that idea before, but it still took me a while to really internalize it.