For those harsh moments of lucidity that break through the armor and pierce your heart.
For me, the cute moments of playful experimentation couldn’t quite penetrate my denial, but they did weaken it enough for the strong hits to make it through. I would quickly try to block and repair as best I could, but the structure was compromised and couldn’t hold like before. All these hits came from myself; from actually considering that I could be trans
I am a person without financial and social capitals for transition, who therefore settled for as much gender non-conformity as socially allowed.
But thank you for asking 🥹
Oof. Regardless of how much you’re able to do, you would still be considered what you wish you could be