I am 14M(AGAB) and started feeling gender dysphoria after starting puberty. At first I thought that I was agender. Soon, I found myself imagining being an AGAB agender, so I decided that I was not agender but a trans girl. However, after identifying as trans, I only feel gender dysphoria once a while, and it’s not string enough as before. I am now thinking that I might not be trans, and what I felt before was just a normal puberty experience. I’m afraid that I was thinking about myself all wrong.
Its great that you are thinking about gender at your age. I had similar feelings when I was your age, but I didn’t know that being trans was an option, or that it was even something that could be helped.
From my understanding, doubt is a normal part of the trans experience. I have heard of trans people having occasional thoughts of doubt, at every stage of their transition.
Transition is the best treatment for gender dysphoria. If you feel less of it, doesn’t that mean its working?
Reach out to youth trans resources you have access to. HRT is more effective the sooner you start, so don’t delay. Work with those who have experience helping trans youth, on these feelings.