Week has been wobbly. I started Krishnamurti’s Freedom from the Known which has been making me look at things differently so I’m in a kind of flux. I have also finally been making peace with my OCD and the severe ritualistic behaviour that compelled me to watch certain movies and shows and not other ones so I have been getting used to this new freedom of doing what I want haha

Having a method gave me assurance of not thinking about what to do but it also made me anticipate the whole course of my actions, I couldn’t enjoy what I was doing in the moment so I had to stop doing that

Started a Spanish language course! Also trying out a bunch of new games

But today was messed up, someone that is a friend said something messed up about my religion and I don’t know what to think now. Part of me is mad that I let it happen and that the other person thought it was okay to do that since I always take things lightly

Playing video games and waiting for university to open uppp

Temperature has been haywire for a month or so. Yesterday it said 29° feels like 37°, how lol.

Other than that I have had a pleasant week, I haven’t hangout much with irl friends but that’s because helping out dad with work has kept me tired. Gaming side, I haven’t let go of Peggle Deluxe despite ending the Adventure mode a while ago, it’s such a genuinely fun game that I can’t help trying to 100% it.

Excited to try Portal this week, always wanted to play it.

That’s nice. A lot of people use uni for that purpose as well and you get a library so you can read in peace

That must have been infuriating, how did you guys pass the time?

That title takes me back to The X-Files, I never watched past the fourth episode but man, that episode is so good. It’s the one when we first understand where “I want to believe” comes from for Moulder.

My week is still going, Wednesday today. Mon and Tues sucked cuz I live in an underdeveloped country and the town transformer died so no electricity for two days. It’s back now and I have started Rise of the Tomb Raider on my potato PC while listening to A Short History of Nearly Everything!

Uni started this week as well, mediocre so far.

First day of Eid here and I happened to twist my foot while getting out of the shower. Hurts. Tried to play Command & Conquet but man…i have never really gotten into RTS games and strategy making.

It’s been a week since Ramadan started and my sleep schedule is fucked. Staying up all night then eating a hefty eat before sunrise is enough to put me down for half a day until Iftari where you break the fast and eat another hefty meal. I haven’t been able to go to uni because of this, the only to break the cycle is to sleep early at night but i don’t feel sleepy when i have been asleep.for half a day haha

I got a scholar too