Week has been wobbly. I started Krishnamurti’s Freedom from the Known which has been making me look at things differently so I’m in a kind of flux. I have also finally been making peace with my OCD and the severe ritualistic behaviour that compelled me to watch certain movies and shows and not other ones so I have been getting used to this new freedom of doing what I want haha

Having a method gave me assurance of not thinking about what to do but it also made me anticipate the whole course of my actions, I couldn’t enjoy what I was doing in the moment so I had to stop doing that