You should go defend people who actually deserve it. You don’t commit suicide by car explosion if you at all consider other people’s lives. Even if you’re sure you’re not physically harming anyone (which he wasn’t) don’t kill yourself in a way that’ll traumatise witnesses. Don’t jump in front of a train, blow yourself up or cut your throat open in the supermarket. Just because you’re an edgy “pro-mortalist” you’re not above respecting other’s lives. No better than a far-right terrorist.