Especially if your existence is a constant failure… When you own nothing, you have no future, job and no woman wants you (and you still a virgin as an old adult)… Recently I’ve feeling suicidal again, I don’t think I have the courage to do it, which makes this worse,I can’t even stop this from messing with me.
Sorry if you are bothered by this but I’m feeling really rotten. Just… Don’t tell me to get help, that’s not a possibility. I’m getting tired of just waking up alive.
There is no point. It’s like asking “What’s the point of having eyes?” There is no point to them, they just exist and can see things. Same with your hands, they just happen to be able to pick up things, but that’s not their “point”.
You exist. But there is no point to it, you just need to figure out what kind of person you are.