Especially if your existence is a constant failure… When you own nothing, you have no future, job and no woman wants you (and you still a virgin as an old adult)… Recently I’ve feeling suicidal again, I don’t think I have the courage to do it, which makes this worse,I can’t even stop this from messing with me.
Sorry if you are bothered by this but I’m feeling really rotten. Just… Don’t tell me to get help, that’s not a possibility. I’m getting tired of just waking up alive.
You know, someone versed in therapy can often tell what kind of issue is going on by the way they phrase things. You might be clouded by your own local circumstances/experiences. Have you ever tried seeing if a change of setting changes your luck?
As a side note, having a job means nothing. Some people contribute more without jobs than others who have them, especially if only one group does it for free.
I don’t have money, live with my mother. I can’t move anywhere.
What things do you do throughout the day? If you help her out, I see that as a relative plus.
Dude my mother basically hates me by now.