Do you need to rat to get witness protection? I’ve been stalked and abused that I’ve known for the past 4 years. But now that I know I believe I’ve been casually stalked and manipulated since about 1996… Which is basically since I was 9. One of the people involved had a father that was wanted by the FBI. I grew up with him and now I think realize he either followed in his dad’s steps or his half family is also part of organized crime. This guy and his family helped mentally rape my life since I was 9. I know they are a crime family and so do most people because they brag about itin rap music.

I don’t want to rat more than vague talk like this but I’m going to KMS if this doesn’t stop and I know that’s what they want me to do so I know my only option is to rat to the FBI. Otherwise they would have stopped their in effective pressure tactics against me.

I’m 10000% serious about this. I have the FBI in my contacts I’ve just been afraid to contact them. They’ve hurt people (completely if you know what I mean, and mentally) to scare me. Idk what to do other than KMS. I’ve moved states and they still find me and harass me.

There will be negativity to this thread be they stalk me here too. Please be aware of that. Please only serious responses that have dealt with this before.

They actually have really hurt people… Completely if you know what I mean.

I’ve already left my home. I’m homeless now living out of my car. I’ve cut my sister and here family off because my brother in law is naive and got them mixed up in this via his drug dealing friends. But I know this is far bigger than small town drug dealing. I don’t think they expected me to understand how this game works when they fucked with me. I’ve seen arson, murder, stabbings, robberies, etc to convince me to shut up or leave. Leaving apparently didn’t change anything. My proof is all fairly vague but one of these guys is a rapper and basically talks about his body counts. The others I’ve seen photographed with people with guns and full body armor including bullet proof face masks. I have some vague proof of them being in my house. I think others I grew up with dealt with him but have been too scared to oppose him and his organized crime family. He brags about how people walk on egg shells around him and that’s something I never did.

Groups that may be involved are hells Angels, bloods, freemason’s, or some right wing styles sovereign militia. This is in New England, USA.

I don’t see any other way out other than KMS. I tried leaving multiple states away… I tried shutting up. I tried showing them respect. I’ve practiced suicide. I think I know I can do it by now. But I don’t want to. I don’t want innocent people to be hurt any more.

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      Tried both. My therapist didn’t believe anything I’ve been through, and I didn’t want to go on medications that I don’t actually need. I realize most “regular” people don’t understand this type of crime and the life around it. I had an acquaintance that’s a cop that didn’t believe me. I told my highschool cop I think i figured out some real crime going on and he literally blocked me without responding. I have screen shots of that. My message wasnt crazy or anything …he just blocked me straight away. I think my town, Epping NH might be under the thumb of organized crime. I’ve heard rumors Hells Angels own it. This guy that I found out about, his step dad, not the one wanted by the FBI, had connections with hells Angels. They run an auto business in town. Tbh I never would have cared if they weren’t so abrasive and insecure about me finding out. But now that I’ve seen what they’ll do to save there income… Fuck my life. I have so much PTSD now. It’s like they try to make me rat. Even if I don’t kms I’ll be dead soon because of how they obstruct progress in my life. I have no income. They prank call my employers etc and try to tarnish my name.

      I am going to KMS if nothing works. I’ve been in the noise enough to pass out. This is so fucked up. Innocent people get hurt and naive people on here say this gang stalking type stuff is fake because they have no life experience outside of their simple world.

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        Maybe you need medication or maybe you don’t, but you have nothing to lose by taking it. Ask your doctor to help you, it’s what he is there for.

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        I’m not a psychologist and I don’t know anything about you or your situation beyond this post, but it sounds like a psychologist could really help, and medication might actually be worth getting

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        A very similar thing happened to my brother, and the only way he was able to feel safe was to trust his doctor.

        I’m as serious as you are, and I want you to feel safe and happy again. Please listen to your doctor.