I was pretty much debating being trans my entire life, not really accepting it. One of the things that weirdly helped me was a meme being pretty much like “if you’re okay/considering HRT you’re prolly trans. Cis dudes are pretty scarred of estrogen.” So kinda feels like I was cool with HRT before I was with being trans, I guess. Tho first day of it, it took me quite a while to actually start and was a bit hard to do that.
My levels are to high. That’s probably way worse then to low. From my experience it doesn’t lead to big bewbs or lactation. Or faster growth, really don’t think it affects it.