Yeah the first time was in 2009 after the German goalie Robert Enke had commited suicide. That one hit me mostly because of his wife. She made a very emotional public statement right after.

Second time, also 2009 a month after the first, was Brittany Murphy. Just came out of nowhere and she was still so young.

Then again in 2021 when Sean Lock passed. Still not fully over it if I’m being honest. That man is irreplaceable.