Not great. I keep thinking about suicide as a preferable alternative to having to work a shitty day job to barely scrape by in a slow-roll apocalypse until I expire of natural causes, or possibly climate disaster or World War III. Maybe I could do some good with it like Aaron.
You cannot think about it, since such thoughts (even if true) will eat you from inside. I was like this for a while (maybe result of fasting or trying be vegan), but most probably the cause is being tired - get as much sleep as possible, reduce screen time and try to avoid disturbing news for a while - it may help.
Not great. I keep thinking about suicide as a preferable alternative to having to work a shitty day job to barely scrape by in a slow-roll apocalypse until I expire of natural causes, or possibly climate disaster or World War III. Maybe I could do some good with it like Aaron.
You cannot think about it, since such thoughts (even if true) will eat you from inside. I was like this for a while (maybe result of fasting or trying be vegan), but most probably the cause is being tired - get as much sleep as possible, reduce screen time and try to avoid disturbing news for a while - it may help.
fingers crossed things get better for you. ❤️🩹