For me, it’s disappearing. That someday something will happen to me and no one will ever know what it was and where I am. That I will become one of those mysteries you see online and on TV shows. Whenever I think about it I feel nothing but dread.
For me, it’s disappearing. That someday something will happen to me and no one will ever know what it was and where I am. That I will become one of those mysteries you see online and on TV shows. Whenever I think about it I feel nothing but dread.
Change. Particularly the kind I can’t deal with.
The past year or two in the online landscape has been turbulent and has shown me that I fall back to the familiar as a coping mechanism. And if that familiar should be unavailable… Ouch. ;_;
If you can’t control the change, why would you treat yourself as if it’s your fault? Change is inevitable. Learn to be at peace with yourself and exterior changes won’t affect how you feel.
I would suggest a few books for you if you’re interested.