To start, let me confess that I identify with the left (as almost everyone in Lemmy, huh). How can I get paid? How can I survive in such a system? How do i start getting food and health care on my own?

How do I apply for a job or even start doing my own work when I’m aware that the system is always bureaucratic and starting from the top and relationships between workers and employers are exploitative? How do I stand to my philosophy and put it to practice for it to not just be an ironic fucking joke anyone would point on and ridicule?

How do I deal with an opposing family? Should I wait for them to disown me? Should I leave them? Will that even happen if they found out I think like this?

How can someone like me, who is autistic, who holds leftish anarchic ideas and feels like in the gutter already… How can I just not feel always like an anormal outcast? Like a mistake? Like someone to be picked on over and over for just being and for thinking or doing in a certain way?

I live in Argentina so please be aware that the situations may be different if you live somewhere else. You can also ask for more context but be also aware that i’m bad at explaining.