Do you need to rat to get witness protection? I’ve been stalked and abused that I’ve known for the past 4 years. But now that I know I believe I’ve been casually stalked and manipulated since about 1996… Which is basically since I was 9. One of the people involved had a father that was wanted by the FBI. I grew up with him and now I think realize he either followed in his dad’s steps or his half family is also part of organized crime. This guy and his family helped mentally rape my life since I was 9. I know they are a crime family and so do most people because they brag about itin rap music.

I don’t want to rat more than vague talk like this but I’m going to KMS if this doesn’t stop and I know that’s what they want me to do so I know my only option is to rat to the FBI. Otherwise they would have stopped their in effective pressure tactics against me.

I’m 10000% serious about this. I have the FBI in my contacts I’ve just been afraid to contact them. They’ve hurt people (completely if you know what I mean, and mentally) to scare me. Idk what to do other than KMS. I’ve moved states and they still find me and harass me.

There will be negativity to this thread be they stalk me here too. Please be aware of that. Please only serious responses that have dealt with this before.

They actually have really hurt people… Completely if you know what I mean.

I’ve already left my home. I’m homeless now living out of my car. I’ve cut my sister and here family off because my brother in law is naive and got them mixed up in this via his drug dealing friends. But I know this is far bigger than small town drug dealing. I don’t think they expected me to understand how this game works when they fucked with me. I’ve seen arson, murder, stabbings, robberies, etc to convince me to shut up or leave. Leaving apparently didn’t change anything. My proof is all fairly vague but one of these guys is a rapper and basically talks about his body counts. The others I’ve seen photographed with people with guns and full body armor including bullet proof face masks. I have some vague proof of them being in my house. I think others I grew up with dealt with him but have been too scared to oppose him and his organized crime family. He brags about how people walk on egg shells around him and that’s something I never did.

Groups that may be involved are hells Angels, bloods, freemason’s, or some right wing styles sovereign militia. This is in New England, USA.

I don’t see any other way out other than KMS. I tried leaving multiple states away… I tried shutting up. I tried showing them respect. I’ve practiced suicide. I think I know I can do it by now. But I don’t want to. I don’t want innocent people to be hurt any more.

  • intensely_human@lemm.ee
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    2 months ago

    I think there must be some disciplined way to differentiate between delusion and apprehension of a real situation, don’t you?

    • Eol@sh.itjust.worksOP
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      2 months ago

      Yeah. I notice when it’s paranoia and when it’s real. I know this is real now. Because I’ve fucked with them back. There’s an exact time frame after I pissed a certain person off. That person is very well connected with the underground lifestyle. I was completely fine before that event.

      • intensely_human@lemm.ee
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        2 months ago

        I will say it’s pretty fucked up how the notion of a textbook delusion involving one being targeted by a group, socially isolates any individual who is targeted by a group.

        I have an extremely rich fellow dedicating millions to an ongoing campaign. It’s personal, and it’s tailor made for me. I’m quite socially isolated anyway, so there’s no one close enough to me to care, let alone actually believe me when I say my reasons for believing this.